Screwed up Reality

2007-03-25T02:11:00.000+08:00

STUPID FUCKING BLOGGER

error error. ERROR MY ASS LURH

okay ..
THANKS FOR THOSE WHO CAME~~ <3 lotsssssss
IM NOT A FAILURE AFTERALL
ROFLOL.
we meet up at compass , say want to have lunch ended up slack beside the MRT station the pathway there, *me kero and thomas*
and i tried on Kero's sunglasses.

OKAY i look retarded XDDDD

after that we all go find naoyuki and .. erhm. fuck i forgot!! erh. OH OH OH willows!!~ XDD
at the same time i meet uenki and hina to pass stuffs.~~ after that we went to chinese garden mrt meet up EVERYONE than together go. it was fun lurhhh XDD

shees i really should stop spending XD
MY FIRST TIME IN OSHARE!!! shees. so nervous lurh.
dont even dare to walk out the toilet >_>

me and michiyo

me michiyo sarah and cubie

michi me kero and willows.
CERDITS TO WHOEVER WHO TOOK THese =D
okay im such a lazy mood now that im gonna post any thing without typing
SORRY GUYS;; BLAME BLOGGER

YOU GOT TO LOVE THOMAS'S CELLPHONE!
i camwhored with his phone. ..
ALOT XD

now for thE YAOI STORY~`

and the really really REALLY
random one

homg something is wrong with me XDD
.. OH
DID I MENTION THAT I SAW VICS AND TOOK PICTURE WITH HIM?!? xDDDD

roflol!! okay something is really wrong with me
and
SOME IDIOT BROKE MY GLASSES..
-feels bad for glasses-
i seldom break stuffs de lorrhh~ O_Q

WHAAA RIP GLASSES

okay lets see how much i spend for this

shees
i really should stop spending and start saving for cosplay
XDD lalala~

okay i just thought this is damn cute =x

2007-03-23T15:07:00.000+08:00

FLAMING AHEAD .
to eww: FYI, ah lian =/= scolding vuglars., my father scold vuglars too; does that mean that he is a beng? oh comon. go some research before flaming
oh yea; cant stand my blog; DONT READ. DONT SEE.
sweet and simple.
and im not "punk" "cosplay"gothic"
like serious.
COSPLAY IS NOT EVEN A FASHION.
as i said; go do some research before flaming.
AND. i point middle finger. is my finger. not yours. talk what fucking crap?
shees.
ahlians = lame ass people who have nothing to do and find people tai ji or whatever crap it is.
to eww; one advise; GET A LIFE
oh and still what FAINTs WORX!! need me to get your mummy to carry you home?

cassis is getting into my head..
but you have to admit; cassis is nice.
okay i didnt turned up for ALTC today. and i freaking emoed at mr.Tian. shsees . i just realized what a fucked up student i am.. i mean seriously. ..
i turn up late for school ; i sleep in calss ; i pon CCA.
how much more fucked up i can get?
what's next? smoke?

okay i will never do that >_>

i really need to stop listning to Cassis .

BUT IT'S REALLY NICE!!!

Ashita anata no kimochi ga hanarete mo
Kitto kawarazu aishiteiru
Ashita anata ni boku ga mienakute mo
Kitto aikawarazu aishiteiru.
I will walk together the future not promised
It keep walking together to the future in which you are...

really love that part.. in english it means

Even if tomorrow you feelings grow away from mine
surly i'll love you without change
evn if tomorrow you can't see
surely i'll love without change
I will walk together the future not promised.
it keep walking togheter to the future in which you are...

It's just so damn sad..

Tsurai koto sae wasureru kurai
Anata wo omotte iruAenai yoru wo kazoeru tabi ni
Kogareru mune Kakechigai no sabishisa tsunoru Douka hitori kiri de nakanaide
Donna ni hanarete ite mo Shinji aeru futari de iyo

I am thinking about you
So much that I forget even the painful things
My heart yearns for you
The loneliness of crossing paths grows Don't cry by yourself somehow
No matter how far apart we become, lets stay as a couple who can trust each other

RUKI MY DEAR!! HOW CAN YOU WRITE SUCH EMOISH LYRICS?!?!?!!?
sheez. i just got a pictures from serene's cam XDD

out of 100% , 80% of them are me and cammy's camwhoring hmm okay so thise are some of the pictures =DD ._. expect more tml man =D cant wait; but i'm kinda scared to be the truth.. what if my Oshare cant make it ? it's gonna be hell.. im gonna be like =DDDDDD tml XDD hahaha okay that's is so damn retarded for some reasons...

okay cut the crap; PICTURES

(uploaded 3 only. too lazy =D)

... this picture looked likecammy rest her head on me XD i really should stop acting emoish -_-

okay i just love love love this picture!! i saw 3 versions of this picture and all of them have my smiling face.. BUT NOT THISSS!! WHOOO HOOO!!~~

=D at least im happy XDD but serene is on the phonnee

[pokes]

okay during the zermine party; this is what happened , i walked out bla bla bla reached dhoby ghaut than i walked the stairs up; then there's this stupid fucker stand so freaking neart to me,. when we walked up the stairs.. i mean the stairs is HUGE; why on earth does he want to stand behind me?!?!?! i felt like turning around and push his sorry ass down the the stairs ._.

than me and cammy met up at sumairu~! and died trying to make beh to put eyeliner.. I BOUGHT... erh. PINK AND PURPLE EYELINER FROM CHAMELONE!~ shees like like finally. i bought them. i have been wanting to buy them lately.. XD than after that we went to fornt canning to have our photoshoot ; sene and me was so damn high on the way there and started singing casis XD we melted there and .. erm take pictures when we reach there? i took the guitar by its neck and have a picutre keiko panicked and stopped me.saying somehting about that something something the neck will break bla bla bla. oh COMON! my pride have been held this way since i dont know when.. and nothing is wrong with my pride what zzz. shees.

after that we went to koyuki's ... band meetingin thingy? calyz joined as the way after that but we left first to funan city to get back all our stuffs that we left at shino's and.. i forgot who. . X

XD we met deathjester and jesterbunny , emmual erh.. leme think if there's more. and some other people and went to bugis after that, went home bla bla bla end of story LOL.

seheeeez i bought alot of stuffs these days. ..

i really should stop buying >_> XDD

oh well. wait till saturday is over i shall let you guys see what on earth did i bought ; you wont believed that i bought it >_> cause i cant believe that i bought them too XDD

2007-03-22T20:02:00.000+08:00

okay . i need to rant.

like fucking seriously.
if you dont have the outfits and all that emo-ish nick name is so....
getting on my nerves.
than , i came to a conclusion that you are a AA.
aka ; attract attention .
i dont believe you have the outfits; i dont believe there's an un-wanted child or whatever shit . and guess what buddy? i dont care .
so what you came from japan?
so what if you really have the outfits?
25 bucks for 5 outfits from japan.
sounds fucking ridicuious.
if you can get the outfits from japan , why cant you get the BM jacket from there too?
why ordered from erika?!? ; they do sell the jacket there you know?
too good to be true.
alot of people doubt you
and most of them just play along .
if you really dont have the outfits. prepare for world war 3.

and im fucking serious.

and ~~fucking~~ Rodriguez
i am not a jap. i am a singaorean. stop being bloody rude. unlike someone ; i am not attracting attention ; lying for the sake of attention . if i want to ; i am already typing twit like someone so would you just bloody hell leave me alone?!
FYI; im so sorry that my random is so AA ; so GENKI WORX
damn you . if you dont want that. okay fine.
i cant stop randoming if i want to.
damn you

NOTE TO SELF;
save up for the freaking lolita dress for cosfest day 1
pay back hina; 7 , beh ; 12.
pay back rui ; contact lens money

I WANT TO BUY;
Black lipstick... FOR NOW.

I GOT THESE;
red contacts (havent get it though)
pink eyeliner
Purple eyeliner
a shit load of contact lens solution
a new fashion to get addict to...

okay fine. i admit ; punk is getting boring and expensive..

pray hard hina can go on saturday
btw; NO NPCC ON .. TML =DDD

woahahaah HOME and SPAM and PLAY and OWHAHAHAHA

2007-03-22T15:42:00.000+08:00

YAY~
._. okay lmao. the fourth outing came and gone. ..
im so sorry that im not able to join you guys first. and the surprise is no longer a surprise. THANKS TO SOME BLOODY TEACHER!! and i really sorry if i spoil your mood that day. i really just wanted to pass the stuffs only.
thank you all for being so nice =)
speical thanks to : Calyx, Cubie , Sara, Neez. =D
hope you guys really have the fun.
thanks for coming ;
Ahbehh
Rui
Calyx
Shino
MisaMIsa
Fausty
Cubie
Naoyuki-reita
Cammy
Neez
Konichiwa
SaraLee
Thomas
Stjh

and more thanks to Beh for organizing everything =D

being a typical camwhore during the .. zermine's photoshoot thingy . okay i just love that damn picture okay?
[gives up]

anyway. lets start about yesterday since i haven been blogging XD
Yesterday. woke up went to school etc etc etc than i walked home because i feel that .. i just want to walk home.
than i came to this very place. and told that it's a very nice place to .. have a photoshoot...

okay photobucket is being a meanie D=

nice place eh?

went home; wanted to homework but didnt. go to tution . life goes on.
and i want to glomp rui for helping to pay for the contacts first.!!!
~~CURSE RUKI~~

so today. woke up went to school. came late =D as usual ? XDDD sleep in for chemi. than woke up ; and majority of them were leaving the class and everything and im like " whats going on?" than i realized it was ART ROFLOL. walked to the art room and ...
...
waited.
and waited.
AND THE TEACHER DIDNT COME!! ROAWR
thats all? nothing to blog about.. ROFLol.

and thanks to RUKI-KUN i need to cancel my brust into blaze outfits.
ROAWR RUKI ROAWR [stab ruki]
ever since i know about cosplay/j-rock my money is limited TAT

WHOO HOO~~ this saturday~~ I CANT FRIGGIN WAIT =D
those who is going are....(models)
DUN DUN DUUN DUUUN -drama pause-
ask me =p
and i cried my eyes out at fruit basket
ITTSS SOO SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD

-REally should stop emoing-

just happened to feel that this picture look damn L-ishly
FYI; im not cosplaying L in this picture
AND YES I GOT a beauty and beast poster.
D=

okay . this is the part where gazette and ancafe ~~ugly~~ chibis attacks

OKAY . i still cant draw ruki =x

woahahaha ugly chibis =x

Failure

2007-03-13T13:23:00.000+08:00

I think that im sure a failure.
i mean i cant even organize a good outing!!
its like when calyx organize an outing. we just find a place and slack there and its like 20 over people turn up.
and when i organize an outing for the Gazette Members. for a movie outing.
Less than 10 people is going to turn up
end up?
i canceled the damn outing. and postphoned it.
I will Never organize outing again. Like really!
its like one by one people started smsing me telling me they cant turn up.
and i switched on the computer at the middle of the night and canceled the damn outing.
and i Emoed to Kero and fausty
like really Emoed.
its like no body wants to turn up.
aghhh
i shall get over it.
maybe the outing would be on saturday
maybe on thursday.

eh
just remembered that on thursday i need to go to school ._______.
for this english thingy. but i think that each people have different timing. but im going with serene. why?
cause Mdm pey tells us WHEN but i didnt turn up for school like one week.

So i didnt go school again.
damn it.
i really should stop ponning school.
But i cant help it that i over-slept.
._.
serene sounded kinda pissy ._.
im really sorry.`~ i cant help it..
i woke up and my dad made me go buy lunch.
bloody hell. walk one damn big round some more.
than i got my ice lemon tea.
that i have been craving since yesterday.

EH!!
uruha's Burst into blaze outfit got hoodie.
HOMG WTF?!
shit la. but than i feeel like buying both uru and ruki's
its so damn tempting.
THIS SUCKS LA.

edit:
ITS LIKE WHAT THE FUCK LA./
POINTLESS/USERNAME;
I TOLD YOU RUI IS NOT COSPLAYING BOU
SHE'S DOING SOMETHING THAT LOOKS LIKE BOU BUT NOT BOU
HOW MANY FREAKING TIMES WE MUST SAY?!!?!?
IF YOU THINK YOU ARE SO PREFECT THAN GO COSPLAY LA!
KNN!!
IM SO SICK OF YOUR FLAMING AND EVERYTHING
YOU THINK EVERYTHING IS WRONG.
ITS WRONG BECAUSE SHES NOT COSPLAYING BOU!!
FUCKER!!
I SWEAR THIS IS GETTING DAMN ANNOYING

Bored.

2007-03-12T16:00:00.000+08:00

Seriously. i need to do something before i die from boredness.
Like REALLY!!
THERE'S LIKE NOTHING TO DO!
another damn reason why i DONT like holidays.
its like you cant sleep. you cant do anything.
your broke.
and singapore is boring.
SCREW singapore.
[emotion break down]
homg rose is so cute~~
wow, thats like super random.
tml gazette outing.
Meeting place at dhoby ghaut
time: 12.

you guys better go XD
oh well. im so bored zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Chingay Post Parteh

2007-03-11T14:14:00.001+08:00

okay.. the chingay post partey..

meet kero at compass around like.......

..... damn i forgot.

poh around like 1.15. xDD

cause i woke up late.. like really late.

than together went to plaza sg.

and the mrt was like super crowded.

and im coughing like mad xDD

get some drinks.

met Rui and stjh.

life goes on .xD

the pathey was boring la.

just went there and eat .....

and slack... XDDD

than after that go koyuki's jam ..

the place was like super...

...

...

..

scary!! XDD

oh well.

some pictures.

cerdits to miku xD

LOL ME XDD

Emoed with cammy xD

koyuki and meh.

didnt really took alot of pictures yst..

oh hey! shino's hair spray cap is with meh.
some one left their hair spray.
AND I GOT A FREE ONE =3

lol
gaze outing on tuesday.
confrimed.
you going?>?

Geez

2007-03-07T14:27:00.000+08:00

wow, like finally my fever turned down.
for those who didnt know, i had fever for 5 days in the row
._.
on the bright side, there's NPCC tml, and i have excuse NOT to attend NPCC ^__^
wee~ no npcc~
there's no school on friday too ^__^ cause school anniversary thingy
so, im going to buy cloth for Streetfest ^__^

there's this person quarreled with me about Lucify.
the fact is , they really did get their name through alice Nine.
ah whatever, since the thread is closed now
._.
there's gonna be another party this saturday~
wee~~
i think im going there as random punk or something =k

ah .. injection later. this sucks , i dont want to get injected~~~ TT_TT
[emos]

Shees

2007-03-01T18:51:00.000+08:00

About the previous post.
i SERIOUSLY dont want to talk about it.
..
..
so i brought my gaze-jacket to school today ..
everyone..
okay not everyone- but majority of them was like "COOL"
when they dont even know that it is a Gaze Jacket.
shees.

and surprise surprise!!!
I PASS MY CHEMI. AND SOCIAL STUDIES
[gasp]

zz i cant find my keys.
where on earth did i put it!??!!?
T_T

To Buy List

Black Lipstick(11.90)
Black/red/Set of EYeshadows that haves that colour (unknown, estimated : 20 bucks for a set)
A Better Eyeliner (10 bucks)
Uru-coloured Eyeliner (7.90)
Red Contacts (90)
Cloth (50)

Saved so far: 50 bucks
total: 190 bucks (O_O)

gonna get these next week
Uenki's netted Glove >8 bucks
Black Lipstick > 11.90
Owe Rui> 5 bucks
Owe Wai Chun > 6 bucks
total: 31 dollars
pocket money :25 bucks./
is gonna delay wai's debt and rui's debt
11.90+8 = 19.90
25-19.90= 5 BUCKS
can only spend one dollars everyday ._.

[figure rounded up to lighten my job xD]

2007-02-28T16:26:00.000+08:00

I SERIOUSLY FUCKING HELL HATE MY FUCKING FAMILY.
or rather to be specific, MY FUCKING DAD

SERIOUSLY MAN. IF HE DONT LIKE JAP STYLE MY BUSINESS MEH!?!?1
IS i WEAR NOT you YOU ARE LIKE SOME OTHER FKED UP LIANS WHO THINKS THIS AND THAT COMMENT THIS AND THAT, UNTIL IT TURN INTO A TREND OR SOMETHING OR HIS FRIENDS KEEP SAYING ITS GOOD OR SOMETHING THAN HE LET
KNN HE RATHER LISTEN TO HIS FRIEND THAN LISTEN TO THE FAMILY.
WHAT KIND OF FUCKING DAD IS THAT?!?!1
KNN.
CALL ME NOT TO STAY FRIENDS WITH MY CURRENT GAZE-FRIENDS
KNNCBB !!!!!!!! THEY ARE MY FRIENDS. okay!!
IF YOU WANT TO KICK ME OUT KICK LA1!!
I DONT MIND!!1
YOU KICK ME OUT.
I HAPPY GO LIKE MY STUFFS
YOU GO FUCKING HELL GO LIKE YOUR STUFFS.
YOU ALSO HAPPY AND LESS STRESS.

I DONT GIVE A FUCK IF YOU IGNORE ME OR ANYTHING
I LIKE WHAT I LIKE.
IF YOU CALL ME TO LIKE PINKNESS AND GO TYPE LIKE "lurb ouu" I DONT LIKE MEANS I DONT LIKE.
DONT
EVER
FORCE ME.

last time still say what his line dance interest is HIS interest. we cannot interfer.
THIS IS ALSO MY FKING INTEREST.
YOU CANNOT INTERFER ALSO

KNN .
YOU COME SMASH MY GUITAR LA
I LEAVE HOUSE LET YOU SEE
DONT EVEN THINK I DONT DARE!!!!!
KNNN.
AND I MEAN IT
HOW CAN YOU BE MY FAMILY WHEN YU DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND ME.,
PEOPLE FIRST CHILD PERFORMANCE THE PARENTS WILL GO THERE AND SUPPORT.
YOU NEH!?
"oh we going line dance"
FUCK YOU LA.
COSPLAY IS NOT PUNK.
come to think about it
PUNK IS ALSO NOT AH LIAN
AH LIANS ARE PEOPLE WHO USE THEIR USELESS TIME POINTING MIDDLE FINGER AT RANDOM PEOPLE AND DONT STUDY.
what i missed out/
OH YEA AND SMOKING TOO.
WHICH FKING EYE YOU SEE ME SMOKE?!
I FUCKING AHLIAN ?!!!
FUCK YOU LA!!
DONT EVEN THINK THAT I EVERYTING RELAY ON YOU LA.
KNN THE MOST I QUIT SCHOOL AND take CARE OF MYSELF LA.
OH YEA.
THE GAZETTE IS NOTPEOPLE WHO GO AROUND POINTING MIDDLE FINGER AND STUFFS OK
YOU OLD THINKING
I MUST FOLLOW YOU MEH!?!?!?1
FUCKING HELL.
YOU GO THINK JAP. PEOPLE KILL SINGAPOREANS
I DONT GIVE A SHIT
I - LIKE -THEM
WHETHER YOU GIVE A FUCKING SHIT ABOUT THEM AT ALL.
I DONT GIVE A FUCKING SHIT.
DONT EVER FORCE ME TO LIKE WHATEVER FUCKED UP STUFFS THAT OTHER PEOPLE LIKES .
what i like IS WHAT I FKING LIKE.
DONT EVEN TRY TO INTERFER.
I DONT CARE IF YOU HATE THEM OR NOT.
WHATEVER IT IS.
IT IS YOU THAT HATES THEM NOT ME.
SO LAY OFF
BLOODY MOTHER FUCKER.

Freaking Tired.

2007-02-22T21:36:00.000+08:00

OKay. Im freaking Tired.
shall post the images On the 20feb next time/ Chingay tml need to Do RUKI.

TO DO LIST FOR CHINGAY-
. Get my nails done.
. Bring Black Top
. Bring Tie
. Bring Binding stuffs
. MAKE UP!!!!!
. Safety Pins
. SCOTCHTAPE XDD
. Bring serene's chain.
. Bring Cubie's ... jumper? LMAO

TO DO LIST FOR STREETFEST
. GEt red contacts lens (damn you)
. Hunt for Red wig
. Hunt for dread-look-alike clip ons (WHITE)
. RINGS/NECKLACE ETC ETC (roawr)
. Hunt for stupid long nails paste ons (BOTH WHITE AND RED)
. Hair spray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
. BlackLip sticks
. - so far i can think of now-
. CLOTHS.

TO DO LIST FOR COSFEST DAY 1
-nothing-

TO DO LIST FOR COSFEST DAY 2.
-not sure who i'm doing xDD-

TO DO LIST FOR E.O.Y TERUKI (WAGAMAMA)
. Hunt for until thigh black and white striped socks.
. gray contacts.
. top hat
-dont bother to find -

TO DO LIST FOR E,O.Y. TERUKI (another one xD)
-too lazy to find now-

ROAWR.

2007-02-20T07:33:00.000+08:00

naaI SWEAR,
the X-Japan Vocalist is REALLY annoying me now
LIKE REALLY.
cough okay enough ranting.
lets see. CNY day one.
was very OKAy.
bloody hell, my cousin's house so big.
&(^*&#%&^
Rich People..
[mumble]
than SERENE'S CHAIN BROKE!! was like "HOMGWTDF?!?!"
xDd but could fix it end of the day.

CNY Day 2
...
Okay la.
woke up at 2...
eat other stuffs for Breakfast.
than eat half way my cousins come.
._.
talk talk talk.
i got bored. went into my room.
My aunts KPO. followed me.
..
than
start fangirling about my electrical guitar. AKA . pride.
was like "WTF?"
after that kiara they all come..
..
was so shocked that debs know GAZETTE
I MEAN LIKE WTF
GAZETTE!@?!?!?!?!?
okay enough caps(ing)
thats all i guess. nth to report.
i was so effing bored and i cant sleep due to tea.
that i draw a creepy alice from the wonderland.
shall colour it and post it online later.

im hungry.
[chews on Mori] <3

CHOCOLATE!

2007-02-15T17:50:00.000+08:00

Lmao~

im crazy.

i need chocolate to survive,.

so i went to collect my phone today.. at wheellock .

collect already cannot go into memory card ._. cause they got what password thingy and i forget.

than i play play play try try try and the pin. code locked me out from the sim card.

(*$@&^(*#*&!

than never mind., i rushed off to chinatown to get KAI'S cloth..

wtf.

out of 10000000000 stores.

only 3 stores open ..

didnt manage to get the same cloth. but another cloth..

than after that rushed to singtel @ compass to ask for the PUK number.

than told me that need my dad's IC to claim it ._.

than go home, get the IC and get the PUK number. than happily ever after

THE END
lmao. whats wrong with meh?

TERUKI POUT IS LOVEEEEE
<33333333333333333333333333333333333333
i need chocolate >(

2007-02-14T16:54:00.000+08:00

im too lazy to blog man.
LMAO.
i wanna say thanks to him for giving me presents
and.... all the treats for ice-lemon-tea LMAO
xDD
[im being stupid]
so how's your valentines day?
i want chocolate.
and work is cancelled for today >(
sobs. no 10 bucks per hour...
[emos]
i want my phone~~

Half Dead

2007-02-11T08:45:00.000+08:00

OKay., im half dead.
im out alll day yesterday~
i went to rui's house first. slack until at night than i mean the dude with cubie~
after that rush home.
and ~~i think~~ im gonna be out whole day too
i am gonna be out all day today
morning > rui's house meet calyx
from 1.30 > go to chingay briefing
after chingay briefing until aorund 5+ ? WORK!
yes i mean really WORK.
oh yea i got contact lens already~
i poked my eye yesterday zz

later work > 6/hr = total hours : 4
wednesday's > 10/hr = total hours: 4

6x4 = 24
10x4 = 40

24+40 =64
64-6= 58
(wai chun's debt cleared)
58-12 = 46
(rui's Debt Cleared)
46-30 = 16
(mum's debt cleared)
16 = ruki's damn it red contaacts.

zz
im still broke LMAO.

zzzz

2007-02-09T15:17:00.001+08:00

So yea. i think i get the job ^_^

10 bucks per hour.
GOSH. sometimes you MUST love cosplay ;)
so i sleep throughout chinese (xDD) as always.

well, i always do that. than.. nothing much happened after that~

started drawing some.. stuffs?

LOL

oh and i coloured it too ~

~~love it or else.. or~~ =D its nice isnt it ;)
still got a few, but i dont bother to scan it/colour it. i just coloured it because it's URUHA XDD
oh yea.
IM GETTING CONTACTS~!!!~!!~
<33 you MUST love contacts.
okay im contact-girling now @_@
so today in school.. about.. 4-5 people came up to me and say that i draw nice.
LOL. thank you for your compliments~ ^_^
[sigh]
you know what i dreamt? i dream that living dead dolls invaded singapore.
what's Living Dead Dolls?
okay. click this link and all your question would be solved
http://www.livingdeaddolls.com/

dont get shocked and die ~^_^

LDD Is great to look at. but not to own it. XD oh well.
i dreamt that LDDs are like really moving around
and im like O_O
and some how the LDDs will listen to my command.
and i told a few of them to go kidnap Uruha for meh XDD
than some of them disobeyed and i throw them into the
pushie catcher thingy you see in the acardes
and they destoryed the machine when people try to catch them
and they are like really moving like robborts
@_@
and the dolls killed me. ..
with their scariness
ROFLOL
dolls = scaryy
ROWARW
go away LDDS .>(
..
okay you have to admit
http://www.livingdeaddolls.com/archive/searchresults.asp?sub_id=ldd-007&series_description=Living+Dead+Dolls+Series+7
this series is LOVE
[have a thing for 7 deadly sins]
okay ignore me.
its just a once-tempatation.
=x

WEEEE

2007-02-06T21:16:00.000+08:00

i got my shirt..and my Bottoms.. and my tie
WEE~~
and i think i would get scolding from my dad.
ROFLOL!!
cause when he said "red and black can" he was actually thinking "Red top and black pants " ROFLOL..
tooo baddd XP
i already got it.. i shall blast The Gazette~ in my head when he starts yelling ~_~
so i did went to Mdm Pey's tution today XDD
and it's actually quite stupid..
but fun? okay some how..
after that i dashed to bugis to meed xuri~
and there's this emo guy keep disturbing me when im saying "hello" to xuri
ROAWR.
[s]emo guys sucks[/s]
okay i didnt say that

roawr. strokes doesnt works any more X(
anywayyy, we went to bugis than alice's shop (aka 88TH) xDD and guess what? IT WAS FKING FLOODED wee~~~
oh well~
anyway cough. calyx went home first leaving us at dhoby ghaut, than she started saying something about telling rui that she is not going to her house to stay over. hahah me and stjh decided to disturb rui and planned
stjh smsed rui > Calyx is not going to your house today
I smsed Rui > heheh Calyx is not going to your house today
Rui to Stjh > eh? Why?
Rui to Me > Huh? WHy?
Me To Rui > WHAHAH i have kidnapped her!!!
RUi to me > EH? serious?! is she going to your house and stay?
Me to rui > okay , no la,XDD she went home
Rui to me > What? her parents made her?
ME to rui > Yup~
WHAHAH im evil XP
oh well.. @_@

LIKE HOMG

2007-02-05T21:20:00.002+08:00

!!!
i finally updated.
arent you surprised?
you must be ^^"
so yea.
BlackNumbers = Dead.
officially.
PLEASE DON'T ASK WHY.

OH well. .. went to RUI'S house today LOL. i swear she seems to be on crack, she started giving away clothes ^^"
Stjh's friend got 3 lollita outfits (HOMG WTF?)
Stjh herself got 1 t-shirt
andpoor poor me get a pair of arm warmers only (ROFLOL)

okay. im being stupid ^^"
on the bright side. IM GONNA GET MY CLOTHINGS TML!!!!!!!
ARENT IT GOOOD!?!!?
and im getting a tie!~
wee!!
CNY!!IM GOING PUNK!
WEEE
hatemerelative.

gosh i cant wait
weee!

FAUSTY!! YOU CAN BE LIGHT!! >=(
BE CONFIDENCE ^_^
..
..
i HATE RUKI!!
FOR HAVING RED CONTACT LENS....
even though his outfit is like damn nice but still

..
contact lens > 90 bucks
OUtfit > estimated 40 bucks
Wig > 40 BUcks
90+40+40 = 170
GRRRR
ruki. for you i have to like spend only 1 dollar per day.
>>(
i hate you ruki

2006-12-14T15:00:00.000+08:00

Hey~ guess what?
THE BAND IS COMPLETED!!!!!!!
Hikari On keyboard
Ash On Bass
Kyoshi (me) On Guitar~
Ken On Drums
AND,
MIRUKU ON VOCAL!

(i know miruku is miku's hamster name so cut the crap xD)

In other words The band name is called
BLACKNUMBERS™
steal this i swear i smack you!!!

2006-12-11T21:09:00.000+08:00

woah i finally post. im so sorry guys~ my internet is down @ my room and i cant use them any more.. HOW SAD?! -sobbed-
i can't 24.hrs online alreadddyyy~~ -sobbs-
ahh well, what to do????>,<>

im so cursed xDD LEAVE A COMMENT!!~

2006-12-07T23:05:00.000+08:00

OMG! so i bought 11 piccus of Gazette (or rather URUHA xDD) and printed tons of piccus out from the printer and spray them with hair spray to have the water-proof-thing. xDD
AND I REDECORATED MY DOOR! YAY!

now i have to print more and do my wall xDD
-is getting tired-
I REALLY REALLY REALLY need to get some wrapping papers

2006-12-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

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ROAWR

IM GONNA KILL WEI AN!! BOU IS CUTE OKAY!!! BOU IS CUTE!!
SEE HOW CUTE IS HE?

AWHHH!! BOU IS CUTE OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AGH
okay must breath in and breath out..

so i didnt sleep yesterday..(how sadT,T) and i officially turned gay and created two new urm.. "dolls"

this is how would i look if i could ever (COULD) be like this xD

I SOOOOO WANNA MARRY THIS GUY IF HE EXSIT! OFFICIALLY

grace's guy xDD

grace's girl ^^

xuri's O,O so pale!!

xuri's boy xDD

anyway on another note; willows made me to do this xDD

Your name is: seaweed
you like: seaweed
you eat: seaweed
you wear: seaweed (LOL)
you dream of becoming: seaweed
tag 5: seaweed
WILLOWS XDXDXD
anglia~
Jo
QIYING!
ROY~!!

THOSE WHO WHERE CHOOSEN ANSWER THIS TAG WITH " GUITAR"
xD

2006-12-04T14:41:00.000+08:00

woah~ im using my dad's computer! surprise surprise!!
im suppose to house work.. xDD but i didnt want to do.. i bluff bluff say "huh? i dont know!" XD im evil i know. ahh well, im watching scary movie 4 now xD it's damn funnyyy~ xDD

anyway, willows!!! take care man!!

i was not alseep until... about 5+ when mum woke up i rushed to bed and fake sleep xDD and appearantly ended up really sleeping xDD after when i woke up (i woke up around 9.........) and im like " afgghhhhh~ i wanna sleeeeeEEppp~! and .. erh. went back to sleep XDDDDDDDD and woke up about... 1. xD ahh well.. im a pig ^oo^

I NEED TO GET MY BRO'S PRESENT BY THIS WEEK

2006-12-03T22:00:00.000+08:00

okay, i shall stop being hyper nw and really type a full sentance or a full sentance post, seriously, xDD anyway watch this ;

i swear this is creepy @ the back, where the fans sings along, everytime i see this, it will give me goosebumps. SERIOUSLY it's freaking

okay so about the chilly incident, THE STAIN WONT GET OFF MY JACKET AND MY PANTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-is freaking mad- aghh

and now i shall introduce you to the world of SOUTHPARK!-you can tell im being crazy ttoday-

fron left to right, its stan, kenny and Butters in a dog outfit xDD

AND OMG!@!!!! FION IS GOING TO STEAL URUHA'S THIGHS!!!!!!!!!!!!

I SHowed her this video =
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MeGSJH0tYHo where uruha had this sexy thighs xDDDD

AND this is what FION have to say

-[FTfiontan]- . the GazettE K[bg. alicenine AX. ayabie ｦ. billy r[. 176BIZ says:
XDDDDDDDDDD
-[FTfiontan]- . the GazettE K[bg. alicenine AX. ayabie ｦ. billy r[. 176BIZ says:
thighs!
-[FTfiontan]- . the GazettE K[bg. alicenine AX. ayabie ｦ. billy r[. 176BIZ says:
*steal*

NO YOU CANT STEAL URUHA'S THIGHS@@@
-chops fion's thighs and return them to Uruha-

2006-12-03T14:39:00.000+08:00

WAAHH!!!! I SPILLED SAMBA CHILLY ON MY EFFING JACKET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
at the damn foodcourt too$%^&*()
aghh!!
-stabs the chilly-
the chily even hit some ..guy whom i dont know T,,T

2006-12-02T21:28:00.000+08:00

woah~
so i was sneezing yesterday..
non-stop
than i woke up today @ 12 feeling abit of feverish. and i go
"OMGWTF?! IT'S 12!"
i promised calyx that i will help her to get the picks..
T,,T im so sorry calyx!

i was just smitted by Princess daries II xDDDD
so sweeet~`
and surpirse surpirse!!!!! i wrote a shooorrrrttttttttt (when i say short it's REALLY short ) paragraph of Miku X bou xD
but i like Bou x TERUKI MORE.!!! XD yay! now im feeling feverish so i might be hyper XDDDD
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HYPER MOOD GONE!!
I MISSED SHERK AT T.V JUST NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-29T13:35:00.000+08:00

STEAL THIS AND I SWEAR I WILL SLAM MY GUITAR ON YOUR HEAD AND MAKE SURE YOU EAT EVERY SINGLE PIECES !!

i over reacted didnt i? >,< ahh well.
yesteray's guitar class was PWNSOME! but its verrry fast xD with alll the choking and stuffs... xP
i need to do housework later , so ....
-rans away-

2006-11-27T21:32:00.000+08:00

DONT STEAL THEM! -ROAAWR-

*cough* thats the animation i FINALLY did. XDDD i did a Uruha one too but im not going to put over here!! whahahahahaha~ those who are in BATSU.ORG will know which :K

I FORGET TO WAKE UP AT THE MORNING TO SENT MY MP4 FOR REPAIR!! agh >,<>,<

2006-11-26T15:20:00.000+08:00

Hm, lets talkabout yesterday first.
Yesterday.. was.. normal i guess. I didnt sleep , went to city hall at about 1 to meet with Fion and friends, collect the GazettE picks, went walking around in city hall. and head towards to concert.

For Huge Fans Of LUCIFY Read This @ Your own Risk
(Your allowed to ignore this Post if you didnt want to start yelling and screaming "LUCIFY IS GOOD OKAY!" crap.So for god sakes, go away if you *heartts* llucify and Luciffy ishh your Laogong nehhs)

SO , i went to Double O where they said time is 5p.m , Me and Fion and Serene and some other friends whom i dont know, meet up at the Double O clup at5 P.m we waited.. complained.. and waited.. and complain.. and wait. AND FINALLY they let us in at 6.20++ .
we entered last, and the place was awesome. cooling and refreshing and stuffs. than suddenly the host came up and started talking. than Lucify break in with "Ti guan"
At the first, the fans at the ground didnt react. they just stand there..
screaming. not jumping not head banging and stuffs. I thought they were just not warmed up and stuffs.. but No, they didnt do anything until Qinobe the lead singer came on. and some started yelling and screaming and reacted to the concert, after some time. Lucify sang Cassis and Filth of the Beauty,
Shinya told us (the fans) to head bangfor 3 damn times and the fans didnt give a shit to them
seriously. what's wrong with the fans!?!?!? the Only song was hyper was the last song (yi qi zhou ba) and the two songs that Qinobe sang together.
i felt disappointed , i dont realy think that the concert was pwnsome at all, the music is nice. but i think that they should like, write their own song and play some of them or edit some of the "gazette-concert" that they ripped out..... its just.. not fun..

okay concert-flaming over

so about today,
im going to try to animate an icon..downloading the programme and its only 6%.. how sad?
shall talk about it later.

2006-11-24T20:55:00.000+08:00

woah, 2nd post of the day; why?

because im freaking bored.
hell yea im freaking bored.
xC

i added a BUNCh of stuffs at my blog on the sides..
life is fuuull of desires.. -drools at uruha-
LOL. kidding.

2006-11-24T16:49:00.000+08:00

Seriously, i need to do something before i go completely Crazy . For real, i have nothing to do during the holidays, i have nothing to do in the internet, Going out isnt a choice either cause i dont have the money, -sigh- i swear sometimes i really hated holiays. cause its sooo... BORING.

so i was reading some cosplay forums @ Batsu & Sgcafe. and i was kinda afaird that i couldnt pull off Ruki . cause .. i dont know what's his trademarks, i dont know.. nearly anything about ruki, all i knew was that he is the vocalist in Gazette, he play the guitar, and he have awful dreadlocks on his HAIR?!! -sigh- i realy need to start on reading some Ruki-ness xD
on the brighter note; I CANT WAIT TO COSPLAY!!
COSPLAY! COSPLAY! COSSPLAAY! !!!! ^o^
but i think we need a reita cosplay though, any intrested parties can leave a tag on my blog ^o^

I saw Happy Feet yesterday, it wasn't that nice. it's kinda sad story though, and on my way to the theater, there is this awful aunty who ELBOWED ME ON THE HEAD!!!
~~stupid little asshole mother son of the bitch~~
i really need to try to stop cursing -sigh-
not only she elbowed me o the head, SHE DIDNT EVEN APOLOGIZED!!!
agh i swear i HATE this kind of aunties, they elbowed you , they push you, they squeeze you, and dont give a shit to you. god damn it
this song is Damnn nice.

Cassis - The Gazette
ah - ZuttoKurikaeshiteta,
Zuttokanashimasete bakaridatta.
ah- kittoanatasaemo kiz-sutsukete , boku wa, ugokenu
ma-ma! [jo this is NOT funny]

a, anatai, furerukotoga, naze konnani kurushiinodesuka ?
kitto onaji, koto wo kurikaeshite anata wo
ushinatte,shimaunoga kowakattakara

Yorisoukotode-nuguoutoshita wasurekirenakattahi wo
anata wa nainmo kikazuni konote wo nigittekurentane

Ashita anatano, kimochi ga hanaretemo
Kitto kawarazuni AISHITEIRU
ashita anatani boku ga mienakutemo
kitto kawararzu AISHITEIRU
I will walk togehter, the future not promised
it keeps walking together to future in which you are

Tsuraikotosae wasurerukurai
anata wo omotteiru
aenaiyoru wo kazoertutabini
kogarerumune
kakechingai no sabishisatusunoru douka hitorikiridenakanaide
donnani hanareteitemo shinyji aeru futarideiyou

douka kononmama waratitai
anata wo kidzuke sasenai de
toki ga tatsu tabi
ursurete itta
anna omoi kurikaeshitakunai
ahita anta nibokuga mienakute mo
kitto aikawarazu AISHITEIRU
ashita ananta ni bokuga nienakute mo
kitto aikawarazu aishiteiru!
douka boku dake wo mitsumeteite
douka kono te ga tokenu you

I will walk together , the future not promised
it keep wakling together to the future in which you are..

2006-11-22T22:08:00.000+08:00

YAY! I MADE A NEW BLOG SKIN! MY VERY FIRST BLOG SKIN!! ISNT IT NICEE?!!!

_drools_

anyway, i quarreled with lee ying today; DONT ASK

and, and went to far east plaza with my mom today ^o^

I BOUGHT KNEE LENGTH SOCKS!!
isnt that cool?? -being stupid today whaha-

red and blacK!
I LOVE RED AND BLACK
-very random-

2006-11-22T13:46:00.000+08:00

GGRRR!! I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HIM MORE AND MORE OFTEN!!!

so what you sponsor me tickets?!!?

aAGGHHH!!

if you think it sucks DONT READ lay off from me okay!!! ~~Fuck~~ off GIVE ME A BREAK!!

-bitchy part over-]]

Yesterday night i turned hyper with friends again >,<
-dies- !! im going to cosplay the middle guy .. than again..
SINCE WHEN I LOOK LIKE RUKI?!?! >,< -needs to get over that- OH NO! BAD THOUGHTS BEATRICE!!

Uruha: RapE ME!!

i DID NOT JUST SAY THAT!!

2006-11-21T13:37:00.000+08:00

I swear, this mp4 company sucks.
why? because when i call this damn company about my mp4. it hold me...and hold... and hold.. and hold. its Like -hold- (crappy music plays) Im sorry, the (whatever is it called) is currently busy, please hold -hold- (crappy music plays), until this damn woman with the grumbling voice answers with this rude voice

"HELLO??!?!?!!?"
i was like o.o
"Erh, hi, i'm calling about my mp4?"
"HUUH?!?
"Im calling to ask about my mp4!"
"WHAT BRAND?! LG AH?"
"erh. no dyane"
"CHEY WAIT AH"
-holds me-
( a nicer voice answers )
" hello "
me*thinking: oh thank god*

seriously, what in hell is with that woman man?! annoying little Bitch *snarls* ,

yesterday i got SUPER high with fion,diane,regina, faustine,anglia and. roy yeah,.
T,T kanon is not entirely mine now. i need to share him with Dian and regina T,T

teruki smiles. he is soo cute wait i show you

-dies- HOW CUTE IS TERUKI!?!?!?

2006-11-20T19:46:00.000+08:00

T,T Im still not over with my MP4 yet.

this suck. i shall stop sulking about it already.

so, i woke up at .. 2 plus today LOL yea. chatted with ROy-C & Anglia until VERY late yesterday night .. about 5. Anglia went off first T,T
after that.. watched television.. until.. 5 plus? watched the TYRA banks show. Taught you to how to squeeze your Pimples in the Correct way. Using Q TIPS! (Q tips are cotton butts on sticks ya know) it look painful. cuase it says Squeeze Until You See Blood ~~WTFWTFWTF~~ that looked [painful >.<

5 MORE DAYS TILL LUCIFY CONCERT!

2006-11-20T01:27:00.000+08:00

IM ~~FUCKING~~ DEPRESSED NOW. WHY?!?!

BECAUSE OF MY MP4 !!!!! IT'S JAMMING OVER THERE. NOT REACTING AND THE ~~FUCKING~~ OFF/STOP/PLAY BUTTON IS NOT FUNCTIONING!!

I SPENDED 299 BUCKS ON THE ~~FUCKING~~ THING AND IT IS SPOILT IN 6 MONTHS.!! ~~WTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTF~~

I NEED to talk to someone. before i kill my computer smash my guitar throw the cellphone and kill everyone and kill myself

YEAH!

2006-11-19T16:54:00.000+08:00

:o I finally got my butt on POSTING1! yeah ! ^,^ things are changing since i last post. like.. I like I like Gazette and Ancafe now instead of Backstreet/MCR/Westlife/FOB im getting into J-Rock now :o
Yesterday was Gazette Fan Outing.. i went. shockingly xDD
everyone was friendly ^o^ i remember when i first stepped out of the mrt and i saw a group of humans standing over there and i knew that they are the ones im suppose to meet but im like "Now what the hell am i suppose to do???" i smiled at Grace with the guitar, lool and she didnt do anything than im like -_-"" than at the 2nd attempt she didnt do anything also, so i decided to ask, and im like "excuse is this the gazette fan outing ". Random "yeah!" and something jap attacked me . xD
caly "Hi you are?"
Me " beatrice.."
lool and this what happened at the beginning.
it happened rather.. ... ... misery at first cause im like nothing to say with a bunch of strangers.. but soon it turn better and got high @ vivo city XDD; i guess i looked miserable cause Faustin, Rui and Caly said " come.. why you looked so miserable???" xDDDDD

we went to the food court first.. and i didnt know what to do .. and someone pushed me to the seats and im like okay than i shall go there than. sat down and get food, came back , rui aya, faustine and watching a PV of gazette - TAION talking about ruki humping at the video XDDD
regina said "what's humping?" and roycleyn said "dont ask " LOL

the food court is flooded with our laughter and noise ^,^ than suddenly grace say
SOMEONE IS MISSING!!!!!!!!!!

and we found him two hours later. he went to the imfomation counter and page for grace xDDDDD.
so here are some of the pictures..

thats me and roycleyn ^^

the other peeps ^o^

2nd picture ^o^

shall post the other Pictures later ^o^
aren't URUHA CUTE?!

Yeah! i got the pictures already!

Rui. She looks so cool xDD

Rui and Anglia

worshipping the guitar??

Hello!

DImples of kai xD

Bleahs

Roy: I shall hide from the guitar!

LICKY

Look at meXDD

guitar is love

GUITAR

AND MORE GUITAR

Licky licky!!!

CaLY is cool too ^o^

T,T everyones laughing and im looking at my nails

-hides-xD

what?

back of heads xDD

Im texting T,T

Looking at some gazette vids

Hmm vivo?
FAUSTIN ASS!!

????

:o

figuring how to play cassis xD

GAZIST!!!!!!!!

2006-11-16T01:18:00.000+08:00

LYKE OMGERS!! i finally blogged!!!

yea, because im so bored, so today, i woke up at 1 in the bloody afternoon, my mum told me to wake up early to accompany my dad, bla bla bla, BUT I JUST CANT WAKE UP EARLY!! so .. to bad?
anyway
went online, and found out KELVINS online, but i didnt talked to him =s . for real. really!! for the first time, when he is online, I DIDNT TALK TO HIM. so screw that. i went down to buy.. hair spray? LOOOL!! i tried using hair spray, it was easy to use.. but it makes ur hair EXTREMLY hard, and it feels like your ripping your hair off ^^"
so. came home after dinner, got REALLY bored. i somehow started drawing? LOL. for real. i draw reita (gazette) who else? AOI and REITA again haha, i think that aoi looks pretty much like him , and reita looks more like him xD SO CUTE ~ by the time u read this I HAD A NEW BLOG SKIN! yeeahh~

-started being gay-

2006-10-12T09:50:00.000+08:00

okay. WAS bored,
just came back after dnt exam..
DAMN IT WAS EASY!!!
okay overeacted.

later going out to shop with my cousin

WHOOO HOO~~ OIH YEA! OH YEA! OHH YEAA YEAA YEAA!!

overreacted again.

ancafe. songs not bad.. you go listen their "Smile Ichiban II onna" and " BonDs - kizua (or somthing like that )" and "escapasm?" dont know their spelling la. something like that la.

bou is a guy
they are all guy anyway,
bou looks like a girl
dont comment on that. i think their are rather cute!!XD

2006-10-11T22:20:00.000+08:00

hmm big i know. i think it's cute anyway xD draw that during maths exam.. grab the graph paper ma.. i think i screwed up in lit .. sigh. i'm going to prepare for the worst

so. going shopping tml!! WHOO HO!! *jumps in joy* over reacted, i know. i'm kinda like the"over-" person. haha
over- dressed
over dramatic
over reacted
over excited...

yea. ignore me. talking crap.

hope that everything will go will tml..
and i think that .. living in singapore., and you going to be in a band. is very difficult to be famous

sigh there goes my dream..

2006-10-07T00:00:00.000+08:00

yea, it been ages since i blogged, so
End Of Year Exams
~~English~~
~~Chinese~~
~~Maths Paper 1~~
~~History~~
Maths Paper 2
Lit
Art.
Design and technology
Science
Geo.

damn la. still long la.
i hate science la.

2006-09-23T19:21:00.000+08:00

agh,. today suck ass.
it started off okay... woke up, eat, bathed, dressed , go out, meet bibi, go see fei chang superband. reached there. saw a few ppl queing up. FUCK MAN!! NEED TO HAVE THE FUCKING CD BOOKLET THAN CAN GO ON STAGE TO TAKE AUTOGRAPH. got kinda pissed. walked around cause we arrived damn early just get que but end up cannot que. than walk around saw awesome gothic stuff. still wondering want to buy or not. than went down got high .
we wait. and wait. and wait. than got this stupid guard, walk pass us, diao us damn it lo! diao diao diao!! than he say and i QUOTE
" annoucement for the superband fans out there, we are having an autograph session at far east this SATURDAY , COME AND join us!!"

me and bi was like "wtf?" this saturday? hellllloo~~ this saturday means next saturday you get what i mean right? and everytime he walk pass us we were like saying under our breath saying "this saturday" trying to moak him becuase he diao(ed) us. waited and waited suddenly..

"AAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!"
got super high. took alot of pictures jackie,vics,kai rong,kelvin,shinya WAVED at me!! cause i was like waving so dramatic. xD and vics was like "wha-?" shinya shook his head too because .. i dont know why. kelvin saw me , mumbled something to him. i screamed "shinya!!" he turned look at me. shook his head . and wave. HAHA
than after that there was onces, J3 is walking up the stage, i saw them wanted to scream " NICK!" BUT ENded up screaming "JAAACCCCKKKKIIIIEEEEE!!!" Cause i was too nervous. haha. he walked up halfway, turned and look at me smiled and waved. i waved back. gone superb crazy. XD. Kai Rong was like seating right infront of us (we were beside the stage) than he keep on turning to our direction and showing us the "peace" sign. you know the ^-^V sign. and the rock on sign. ^-^\m/ . they are soo CUTE!! and i screamed at the kelvin and he waved back. oh damn i miss them. after the whole thing, me sprinted towards the exit where they exit the so-called "back stage" and when i ran there. misaki,Kai rong, , kelvin (=<) , and some otheir people esp. for shinya,vics,sam,2 guys in soul , . than waited for quite long.. than they come out!! screamed the shit off. that's all. oh and when they come out that time i took their videos!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOOO! I LOVE SUPERBAND.!! on top of all!!!!!! lucify and j3 walk out from our side!!! the pictures(most of them is with bibi, she brought her digital cam. >
^LUCIFY + JACKIE , nicque (J3)
^errhh MLB,J3,LUCIFY
^LUCCCIIIFFFYY!!
^LUCIFY + JACKIE + NIQUE.
^kelvin. !!! i love this picture.
^ DAMN THE LIGHT.
^ kai rong..
^kai rong..
^kai rong.. (again, i know)
^kai rong.. (you can't blame me man, kai rong is the closet to us and his the only one that facing us)
^kair rong + shinya + kelvin + misaki+ vics = LUCIFY
^kairong .. again with the "hmm.." look.
^ aahh! he look at our direction!!
^kai roongg + shinya
^hiii!!
^kai rong..
^again.
^kai rong.. looked at me!! =x?
^AAHH!! HE GIVE ME A \m/ !!!!!
^ j3.
^lucify+j3
^??
^i love this picture! this is.. jackie and.. sam. xD <3
^fei chang SUPERBAND~!@@

click http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EJPiqP9GN3A to see them coming out!! fucking laggy.

but it works nicely on cellular. tell me PERSONALLY if you want to see it working personally.

went back home just in time when something happen FUCK IT MAN! I HATE THIS!! EVERYTIME THIS FUCKING HAPPENS IT'S FUCKING SUCKS !!!

ONE OF THIS DAYS I'M GOING TO KILL MYSELF.

TRUST ME

IT WILL HAPPEN SOON.

2006-09-21T21:38:00.000+08:00

sooooo.......
what should i say?
i figured out that the pen that i refered to spoilt isnt mine. XD xD
i think i slacked the whole entire day. well, i think
started drawing during history..
which is this picture.

haha. i think it look kinda like kelvin from lucify?

i dont know. i feel like buying a tulle.

A GOTH ONE F.Y.I.

i mean it looks so nice.

need to get more gothic clothings .

BOOTS TOO.

2006-09-21T06:43:00.000+08:00

okay .
i'm getting sick of this "hate you , hate me" thing in our class. honestly.
i mean hello?? this class have been together for two years and some people (im not pin pointing) in our class keeps on "bitch you , bitch me" thing. it's getting annoying.
whatever.
you know what? i know someone have been writing about me in her blog, which sadly she haves my blog. but guess what? i dont want to bitch about you in my blog.
seriously.
YOU WANT TO BITCH???? BITCH INFRONT OF MY FACE!!!!

update later.

so , here i am in computer lab still hating them. honestly, those people pissed me off, i quote that you said " dont say other people wrong when you are in the wrong too"
this doesnt means that you are in the right too.

can't you spell "bitch" right? you spelt them "byitoch" or whatever.
what are you? desperate?
whatever. im sick of it.

anyway, i came to school just to find one of my pens (cerdits to ze hong)
ugh need to fall in later, need to see my mdm face again..

2006-09-13T22:01:00.000+08:00

LOL!! so many things happened lately, friday went for westlife concert, it wasn'tthat nice, if you know what i mean. the westlifers are like ... honestly bored...this is one of the video
whatever. so today.. took many pictures? haha. was like super high today during class. and took damn loadof pictures!!xD !! honestly!! want to see them?haha

lol this is dexter.!! he still give us the -_-v look ha!
yes that .. JOSHUA! that stupid ass? haha, he keep beating me lo!!
wai chun is dead. R.I.P

xD BTW i got a new hair cut... it looks super ... butch. HONESTLY!! i can spike them all up and i would look like vic or look like a girl-boy. (if you know what i mean) xD sian. dont feel like typing..

2006-09-07T21:09:00.000+08:00

fuck you.

do you honestly have nothing to do??

i mean. GET REAL. fucking hate him. that son of the fucking ass hole. YES PAUL IS OUT. SO WHAT?!?! STOP TAUNTING ABOUT IT WILL YOU?

UGH!!!
and he was like "awww, paul is out,why you never cry? *fakes crying sound*" DUDE!! FUCKING HELL GET A FUCKING LIFE WILL YOU?!!? I MEAN SHUT THE FUCK UP!!

"see until his hair i also SIAN" DONT FUCKING SEE IT LA!! NO BODY CALL YOU TO SEE WHAT RIGHT?!

"paul out.. paul out" FUCK YOU !!

damn you damn you damn you damn you damn you!!

why do i have such father?! damn it

okay, enough ranting. okay, today officially sucks. PAUL IS OUT. paul~ my lovley hair guy~ =x =x
so, today ms florence, officially left 2c :( i miss her already. after chinese tution me and ying went to SENTOSA~ yea, it was fun. took 3 dollars EACH for admission. super expensive. got into the sand. after go home around 6? took 80 bus back with sands in my SHOE~ . inside the bus two very very look-alike with --- there's two guy. guy A looks like misaki, side view looks like vics. guy b looks like kelvin, side view looks like kai rong!XD

okay, so this is the picture? lol you cant see anything huh? whatever. got high after that. thats all .. i guess.

tml westlife concert!!

2006-09-05T22:15:00.000+08:00

so.

woke up early in the damn morning just to go to do DNT. at least i finished it. it's not bad--

damn it!! the auto protector thingy keep on popping up!!
DIE!!! POP UPS DIE!! (i always hated pop ups)

okay so where was i? oh yea. at least i finished it and it doesnt looks so bad. ^ and i'm the only one who paints the whole entire bloody thing. after that , me and my mum went to chinatown to get fabrics for my curtain. ooh i love the shops over there!! i mean i saw a fabric which is maroon in colour but if you see it in a diffrent angle it looks blackish at SPORTLIGHT. it cause about 9bucks for a meter. than i saw the same fabric at chinatown. it cause... 2.50 at chinatown.

CONCLUSION

DON BUY FABRICS FROM SPORTLIGHT

you heard me.
sportlight cheats your money,
and keeps them for themselves.

anyway, after walking around at chinatown, me and my mum walk down the "street" stores, and found these lovely black and white thingy that you can hang up in your door for 10 BUCKS!!!!! i mean in minitoons they sell them for around like 19++. after that, we went home. *and got high*

opps.

it's appears to me that the guy from croc. files. died. yesterday?
steven irvan??
or something like that.
appearantly he was bit by a stupid fucking stingray.
damn the stingray. may he rolt in hell.

CURSE YOU STUPID STINGRAY!!!!!!

2006-09-04T11:59:00.000+08:00

oh my fucking mother hell god!!

i just have this dream...
i dreamt that nicky from westlife held my hand while we are walking towards their concert.. well, technically, no. i dreamt that nicky from westlife held my hand and walk towards the car and he sat beside me and hug me.

OH MY FUCKING HELL GOD!!

the feeling is still in my hands i tell you~ omg omg..

the feeling is so good..

it felt so real..

2006-09-03T22:03:00.000+08:00

alot of things happened since i updated, been alot of places. lets start with yesterday. yesterday i went out with bibi first to see Singapore Idol!! yea so there are TONS of people. i mean tons tons!! i can't see a single THING. i tell you. a single THING. anyway, so me and her was like at beside the stage. than suddenly.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

paulll!!! we went historical!!!!

paul is soo so so so cute. i tell you. he is like totally cuter more than in t.v. i love him to death lmao!!!

god the pictures are very blur huh?

he's so cute , he keep doing the hand sign HAHA.

anyway, he is wearing the cap and he look totally CUTE.

alot of people is over there. i mean the place is FLOODED with people

after that bibi went off and i go and meet joanna, we went so far to plaza sg just to buy one stupid coffee. LMAO. after that we bought these .. cream pasta. it smells good. i look good. so we bought it. we went back and eat it.
1st bite ; hmm not bad.
2nd bite; hmmm still not bad
3rd bite; very nice!
4th bite; ooh i love this
5th bite; hmm getting sick of it
6th bite; eek
7th bite; EEKK stop eating it!!!
you know what i mean? lmao!!!!!! anyway after that we went down and i treated jo a ice cream.

the next day (lmao which is today)

we went to buy the westlife tickets. bla bla bla walk around the entire mall. than after that bibi say that

"hey ! there's a yamaha ! let go there"

okay fine. we went to yamaha. once i enter the store.

wait i see something very familiar.
*look in better*
hmm.. black hair and white highlights.... maybe it's ... kelvin? nah!

*walks in and look*

OH MY MOTHER FUCKING ASS HOLE FUCKING HELL GOD!!!!!!!!!!

kelvin!!!!!!! kelvin as in . kelvin from LUCIFY!!!!!!!
K-E-L-V-I-N!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH MY FUCKING ASS HOLE FUCKING BASTARD HELL OF FUCKING GOD!!!!

you saw it. you heard it . and you FACE IT!!

lmao!! kelvin !!!

kelvin the kelvin from lucify!!!!!

there's more picture from there but i dont want to show you all heh heh later you steal from me...

heh you believe me?

whatever. i'm still not showing you all the pictures. unless i edit it them all. i dont bother. so next time ok?

god.

5 more days to westlife concerts
WHAHAHAHAHA~

damn i just have the hardest time to make this crap. why? because that fucking ass computer!!! i was like typing and typing and typing.. than ...

BEW!!

THIS FUCKING COMPUTER RESTARTED!!!! ugh!!!!!

2006-08-30T18:34:00.000+08:00

okay it's fking official. i hate mdm S.

MDM S~!~

MDM S = MDM ASS!!!

she an ASS man. AND FKING ASS,!!

2006-08-28T20:47:00.000+08:00

officially, i'm damn fucking asshole fucked up right now. why? dont ask.

sigh.
d&t sometimes really kills me. why? because i just fuking draw a fucking homework, and it KILLS ME SLOWLY. damn it. why must it be drawing? WHY? why must it be 3D!? out of everything why must it be fucking hell asshole 3D?!!??!?! UGH!!!!!!

Early in the morning..

2006-08-27T07:49:00.000+08:00

So.. here i am at 7.44AM. in the morning brushing my teenth and typing out my blog. today i'm going out with deb and thats why i'm so early awake. haha.. , i tried to go to my blog just now, the freak picture doesnt' load . i just uploaded a new one under my own photobucket.com hopefully it will not load again.

gosh , i'm very afraid about later. i decided to draw heavy eyeliner out, but i'm afraid i draw them horribly and i dont know. sigh.

on a happy note ; i sorta completed the clothes. i particurlarlly KILLED me slowly. sigh. i shall update later. when i'm back from "shopping" bye bye~

Edited from 9.35pm.

so. i came back. i bought a tie, a "chio Bu" haha. i bought a hand wear thingy dont worry it's not a girl. I'M NOT A LESBIAN. so, it was fun. i arrived freaking early (about an hour or so) haha and i walked around the city hall. yea you heard me. i dressed in dark brown t-shirt and a light brown 3 quarters pants and some bracelets

yup and after that i was at city hall. roaming around like a homeless people and i went down to an esclator

i feel like that i'm in a stair way to heaven HAHA~

ROAM roam.. roam.. and i saw in a market place and i found out that the market in there is so.. AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!! the place is so nice..!!!

raffles city changed alot.. haha. k i dont feel like typing anymore. just want to tell you that did you know an ANG MOR SMILED AT ME JUST NOW?!!?!? AAAHH!! *GOES CRAZY* okay shall stop being nuts now. good night~

2006-08-26T13:32:00.000+08:00

OKay, fine, so this is my newest blog so far. if you want to ask me why in the hell's name i want to change my blog? i dont know , i just feel like it.

So..

these days arent really that good.. been in a few project of my own. i'm trying to make a shirt without buying anything.. here is a picture of it

yea, i recycled some items hahaha..

Yesterday i didn't turn up for NPCC. but mdm did mark my attandance, heh~ so no worries.